I throw my hands up in the air sometimes

Everything just looks as if it's falling into place.
I should be happy.
But I don't know why i'm not.

Everyone else has plans.
I don't want their plans - I want my own.

But they don't seem to be real just yet...

you make me smile

I sit and wait for your return
so eager, with much more to learn
of lust and love and of the world
like a petal newly unfurled
into the morning light of day
where I find you still, as we lay
together silent, hand in hand
a simple kiss, I understand
to show my love, no words i need
instead a smile I concede.